Look for the Sun

Math Paper 2 today.
It wasn't suppose to be difficult
but i had lotsa careless mistakes and undo-able parts which others could do.
it seriously made me very very very very very upset x8234903840329802
'cause math is supposed to be my best subject..
was emo-ing throughout the whole afternoon
sigh and even till now, my heart is quite heavy.

i really try v hard NOT to think about it
yet it keeps coming back.
seriously TGIF.
i need this weekend to focus REALLY FOCUS on getting down to PHYSICS, ECONS AND CHEM.

THANK GOD
for my mum, teacher, chitra, mel (alllll the way from southampton :)), emilia love! and wh
for trying to make me feel better/ actually making me feel better! :)
we are gonna stay strong yea emilia? :)
love that girl :)
you too chitra, you funny pretty bitch ;)
and my favourite boy in the whole wide world :D for being so cutely concerned :D

you know sometimes i don't know how we can make it last
'cause we have pretty different ideas about life.
i'm the very worried, anxious kinda person,
while he's the chillax, justdohisbest, thingswillworkoutbythemselves kinda person.
i think each personality has it's own merits and demerits, like seriously even sometimes i think i need to freaking chillax about my worries (which may not come to fruition afterall).
while i think people need the "worries" to fuel the drive, ambition and determination to achieve something in life.
opposites, yet in a way, we complement each other.
'cause he makes me feel better,
though i "STRESS" him sometimes
HAHAHA he said that! XD
which is kinda funny
i was stressed for GP and he was "you stress i also stress leh :/"
BUT I CAN BE FUN AND CRAZY WHEN THERE'S NO STRESS IN MY LIFE
LIKE I TALK IN CAPS AND SMILE LIKE MAD AND LAUGH LIKE THERE'S NO TMR
SO I'M A FUNZ FRIEND THAT'S WHY I HAVE SO MANY FRIENDS 'CAUSE MY SUNSHINE PERSONALITY IS AWESOMEZ LIKE ZAT!
hahaha, kidding abt the last part, but yes, i know i can be crappy fun and crazy at times :)

ah wth
just get this over and done with
AND LIFE WILL BE AWESOMEZ LIKE ZAT!