something remarkable

I hope Mr John Green is being remarkable in some way!
haha!

So it's like 2.5 more weeks to As
and it's scary 'cause i know people say it's okay just try your best
but then there will be judgmental people who go studied for 3 years should do better than everyone else
and then there's me who knows that trying your best can mean a lot of things
which includes pleasing my parents with extraordinary grades
which means getting into a good course and earning some decent happy income.

but i know this time
it's going to be over.
i can feel it in my bones!
and there's so much i want to do after As
i want to do something remarkable w me life
i wanna help people and make people happy
and also enjoy my own life!
so many happy plans filling my head and heart! :)